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Post by Ryan Emmet Smith on Jul 9, 2008 9:42:44 GMT -8
Ryan looked at her, his mind still so fighting the urge to let the wolf do as it pleased.All he could do was look away and think.'I won't change if your around.Though that may sound good, it is not.I can't promise what I would do.Which goes to say I could hurt you.I don't want that.'He looked at her with a placid tone in his face.He stood there just looking, seeing in his mind himself kissing her.Though he was on top of her.He looked away and thought again.'See what I mean, do you want that?'
(sorry its so short still waking up)
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Post by Katherine Stepp on Jul 9, 2008 9:54:01 GMT -8
Katherine bit ehr lip as she listened to his thoughts in her head. She understood how he felt. She didn't knwo what to think though. This was all new to her. She wasn't used to having these strong feelings when around him.
"I understand," she said as she nodded and looked at him. "If you don't want me to go then I wont. Just make sure Professor Lupin excuses me. I can't get any bad grades in his class."
Katherine smiled a little at herself. Now she sounded a bit more like herself. She didn't know what it was, but she felt a little different when she was around Ryan. It was a good different, but it was unlike how she had ever felt. She thought for a moment as she listened to his thoughts. A slight shade of pink came to her cheeks and she turned away so she wasn't looking directly at him.
Katherine simply shook her head in answer to his question as she continued to look away.
((Don't worry about it.))
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Post by Ryan Emmet Smith on Jul 10, 2008 14:45:21 GMT -8
Ryan looked up at her, though he couldn't speak.He could feel that part of him as the wolf.He knew it would only come out in growls, so he thought it in stead.'It's not that I don't want you there.I want you where ever I am always.I just don't want to do something that you may not be ready for.I would not be able to control the wolf.There is really only a few things that goes on in a wolfs mind.which is find a mate, mate,hunt, and protect it's pack.'
He walked over to her as unchained melody started to play in his head.He took her hand in his and interlaced his fingers with hers as the words and tune followed in his head.He gently moved in and kissed her once again.'Do you love me?'He moved to her chin and then to her neck.'I love you, man I love you' He couldn't control his thoughts any more as he started to kiss her neck.
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Post by Katherine Stepp on Jul 10, 2008 16:14:32 GMT -8
"Dont worry, I understand completely," Katherine said as she listned to Ryan's thoughts.
She understood exactaly what he was thinking. He didn't want to do something stupid and end up hurting her if she was there. Acutally, that made her feel even safer when she was with him. Katherine smiled at that thought. She knew that if her parents truely got to know Ryan they would absolutely love him.
Katherine listened to the melody that played through both of their heads. She smiled as she closed her eyes for a moment, losing herself in it. She opened her eyes and looked at Ryan who had now walked up to her and interlaced their fingers. Katherine had had no idea what that felt like before. It was wonderful. Katherine smiled as he kissed her then began to kiss her neck. That felt even better. She had never been kissed like that before.
When she heard his question in her head she became stiff. Did she love him? She had only met him today. How could she love someone that she had just met today? How could he love her after only knowing her for today? So many questions ran through Katherine's mind now.
"I-I-I don't know," Katherine said softly. "I don't know."
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Post by Ryan Emmet Smith on Jul 10, 2008 17:21:42 GMT -8
Ryan could feel his mind sinking into that of the wolfs more and more.As he continued to kiss and even slight bite her neck.Though as he felt his hand go up her shirt slightly and felt her smooth skin against his hand he knew he couldn't do this.He back off form her and thought as he sank to the ground.Still unable to talk he thought out his words.'Please go I can't do this.I need to change.I will let Ted know.Meet me here tomorrow at this time' He rose back up and looked her square in the eye.'If you don't leave me now I will do something I know I will hate myself for ever.'
He so wanted to kiss her, and touch her face once more.Though he decided against it,instead he turned and started to leave.He took off in a run and landed somewhere near by, though not near enough to go after her.He watched her from his distance really wanting to go after her.he closed his eyes and waited for her to leave hoping she would understand.
------ (We can post here for the next day as well if you like. as soon as you post I will post and do that or you can your choice.)
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Post by Katherine Stepp on Jul 10, 2008 17:54:52 GMT -8
Katherine stiffened as his hand started to go up her shirt. She knew that this wasn't Ryan. When he backed away suddenly she could tell for sure. She knew the wolf was taking over his emotions more than he wanted to let them. Thoughts ran through her head from him. He didn't wnat to do something he would regret.
"Alright, I will be here tomorrow," Katherine said as she stood up to leave.
She started walking away, but glanced over her shoulder every now and then.
~The next day~
Katherine made her way out of the castle at the same time that she had the day previous. She walked down the stone steps and over to the forest. She looked around quickly then slipped into the forest, hoping that she would be able to find her way to the spot that she and Ryan had been at. She walked on through the forest. It all looked similar to her though. She didn't know if she was even goign in the right direction. She hoped that she was, but only time would tell.
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Post by Ryan Emmet Smith on Jul 10, 2008 18:14:39 GMT -8
Ryan was glad when he couldn't see her again.Not that he didn't want to be near her, just cause it was best.He turned around and took off again.Feeling the freedom the change brought upon him.
----------------- Ryan lay in the mist of the forest, and as his eyes adjust to the sudden light he realized he was human again.He looked around for a few moments, slightly disorientated.when he remembered Katherine would be meeting him today.He moved as quickly as he could to find his cloths, then smelled the air for her.He found her scent and he ran to her.
He slowed down and walked over to her when he saw her."Hey, are you lost?"He walked over to her and smiled with a slight nod."Good morning.sorry about yesterday.I really not like that.I mean sure I'm a guy, I think naturally about that kind of stuff.Most though I am not like that.I would like to make it up to you in fact.Would you care to join me for the day?"He put out his hand and waited for her to take it, not wanting her to feel rushed or anything like he had the day before.
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Post by Katherine Stepp on Jul 11, 2008 3:27:24 GMT -8
Katherine stopped walking and looked around at where she was. It all looked the same. She didn't know if she was heading up or down. Katherine sighed ever so slightly and scrunched up her nose as she thought. She glanced around again and a smile came to her face.
"I might be a little," Katherine said as she nodded at Ryan. "Was I at least heading in the right direction?"
Katherine looked at Ryan as he apologized for how he had acted the day previous. In her mind, Katherine had already forgave him. She had been in his mind as well the other day so she understood that it was not him completely. She knew that the wolf had taken over more than he had wanted.
"Ryan," Katherine said as she took his hand. "There is no need to apologize. I know. I am in your head as much as you are, remember?"
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Post by Ryan Emmet Smith on Jul 11, 2008 8:49:33 GMT -8
Ryan smiled and nodded casually."Well I am glad, but you will that you are not in my head any more.I am not one to usually think.If I want to say something I say it, if I want to do something I do it.My father always told me to not really think and take action instead.It helps save time.Although he does say to be careful to think of good plan.Usally though I find I can do that without a whole lot of thought.I can't explain that.Though I promise that today you will have a completely quite day."
He gestured to a tree and offered his hand again."Would you still like to do something non the less?We can do anything you want.I have a few ideas."He looked over to the tree,and decided to at least go sit down for a little bit.He was still waking up, and he needed a few minutes to fully wake before he did anything really active.He gestured his hands to his side, asking her join him without thinking."You know we can talk for bit and get to know each other.You can ask me anything, I hope i can do the same."He laughed at that one."Don't worry I wont ask anything stupid or that I know you might not want to answer.Though it's up to you what you tell me.I just want to be with you, and give you a chance to see me without the wolf in my head."He watched her as he sat there hoping she would join him, though if not he was good that he was atleast around her.
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Post by Katherine Stepp on Jul 11, 2008 16:37:34 GMT -8
"Don't parents teach their children to think before they act usually?" Katherine said as she looked at Ryan. "I mean, that's how my parents taught my brother and I. We were raised that we needed to think about our actions before we did anything stupid."
Katherine smiled as she took his hand and walked over to the tree. When he gestured for her to sit down with him Katherine smiled and gracefully sat down beside him. She smiled as she looked over at Ryan and listened to him talk. She loved hearing his voice. After she left the forest the day previous she had went to talk to her brother. She told him all about Ryan and how sweet he was. You could imagine how shocked he was that his little sister who never cared about boys before was hanging around and kissing a boy. He actually told Katherine that he was proud of her.
"Yeah, I'd like to talk and get to know you better," Katherine said as she looked at Ryan. "You can ask me anything."
Katherine smiled as she looked at Ryan. She was trying to think of a question to ask him. The only things that came to her mind were just stupid questions though; there weren't any real questions that she could think of at the moment.
"Hmmm..." Katherine said as she still thought. "A person's favorite color tells a lot about their personality. So what is your favorite color?"
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Post by Ryan Emmet Smith on Jul 11, 2008 17:09:22 GMT -8
Ryan laughed when she mentioned about parents teaching you to think before you act.He looked at her and smiled, "Yes I suppose most parents do that.Though you see my dad he wasn't really a dad.He never thought he would raise me.So when I was abbenadon he just took it in to make me like him I suppose.He is the kind of guy that barks out orders and gets done when he has to.He doesn't think to much as he is only a sargent.He listens to those who are higher rank and doesn't ask questions.It's kinda like a miliarty thing,I guess.I suppose I may think at times, though most often if I have something I want to do I do it, or say it."He hoped she understood that one and as he looked at her he did in fact think that so as she could get the point of what he meant.
He was glad when she sat down with him and told him he could ask her anything he wanted to.Though before he could ask she started talking about favorite colors.He nodded he had heard that too."Red, though before I was a wolf it was blue.So what does that say about me?"His smiled went to his eyes as he eyed that they were still holding hands.He liked it though and didn't let go, as he softly stroked her hand with his thumb.
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Post by Katherine Stepp on Jul 11, 2008 17:29:28 GMT -8
Katherine nodded as she listened to him. She liked hearing about his family life, or lack there of one. She thoguth it was kind of cool that he was raised by a Sargent. It was probably a much different lifestyle than the one that she had grown up with. Katherine had been raised by her parents who raised her and her brother as their parents raised them, and as their parent's parents raised them, and so on. It was a long line of values and responcibility.
"I understand completely," Katherine said with a smile and a nod. "Well, the color blue tells me that you are soothing, compassionate and caring. Blue is the color of deliberation and introspection, conservatism and duty. It tells me that you are patient, persevering, conscientious, sensitive and self-controlled. People with the favorite color of blue are faithful, but are often worriers and can be too cautious, and suspicious of flamboyant behavior. Red on the other hand tells me of your strength, health, and vitality. Red is the color of someone outgoing, aggressive, and someone who has an ambitious nature. People with the favorite color of red are optimistic, but they are rather restless and feel the need for the warmth, strength and life-giving qualities of the color this color brings."
Katherine nodded as she finished speaking. She could find parts of Ryan in both colors. The blue reflected more of his human side while the red reflected his wolf side. He didn't just fit one of the colors, he fitted both of them.
"I can see parts of you in both colors," Katherine said as she looked down at their hands. She blushed slightly then looked back up at Ryan. "Is there anythign that you want to ask me?"
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Post by Ryan Emmet Smith on Jul 11, 2008 17:40:58 GMT -8
Ryan burst out laughed as she finished.As he looked at her he was taken aback, this was simply great that she knew all that.He loved her more just knowing she did.Wow, I didn't even know all that.I must say though I think I learned something about myself.Wow, ummm well lets go with the same question for you.I mean if you can get that much information on me form a color, then I should get a good idea of who you are the same way."He smiled and looked back down to their hands.This time he interlaced his fingers with hers.He felt great just being with her, which he showed by closing his eyes for a few brief seconds.
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Post by Katherine Stepp on Jul 11, 2008 17:59:37 GMT -8
Katherine smiled as he started to laugh. She knew that she had a lot of useless information in her head. She never usually told anyone any of it though. She always seemed to ask people about their favorite color. It was the easiest way that she could figure things out about a person without really having to ask them about it.
"My favorite color is yellow. It is color of happiness, wisdom and imagination. Yellow shows that I am mentally adventurous, searching for novelty and self-fulfillment. Yellow usually goes with a sunny and shrewd personality, with a good business head and a strong sense of humor. It is the color of intellectuality and all things to do with the mind. People with the favorite color ov yellow are usually clear and precise thinkers who have a good opinion of their own mental capacities. They may at times tend to shun responsibility, preferring freedom of thought and action," katherine said as she looked at Ryan. "That basically explains me."
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Post by Ryan Emmet Smith on Jul 11, 2008 18:32:26 GMT -8
Ryan looked at her and smiled.He moved in gently and kissed her."You know thats what I love about you, as well as what I saw, or rather felt the moment I saw you.Did you know all that you are is in your scent?for example I can smell.."He lifted her wrist to his nose and started to smell her."I can smell the grass,wind,Trees,a sunlit day, and a rose.Together thats makes a very sweet beautiful smell.Though most can only smell one at time.I smell them all, thats why I love you.It's your word put into a scent to attract someone to you.Everyone is driven or is attracted to different scents."He let her arm go back down as he looked in her eyes.
"So going on favorites what your favorite flower?"A small smile came to his face, as he waited for her to reply.
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