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Post by Katherine Stepp on Jul 17, 2008 20:48:27 GMT -8
Katherine's gaze lowered as she heard the thoughts that were coming from the girl. This girl didn't want her around at all. This girl didn't seem to like Katherine one bit. She wanted Ryan all to herself. Katherine shook her head at this thought. She wasn't goign to let this girl keep doing this. Ryan seemed to be growing more and more uncomfortable by the minute.
When Katherine heard what Ryan said she looked over to the girl who was now hanging on his arm. She didn't like this girl touching him at all. You could say that Katherine was grawing a little jealous. She had never been jealous before. This was odd to her. She never knew what jealously was like, but now, this girl made it very clear. Katherine didn't want her anywhere near Ryan, especcially if she was trying to touch him there.
"I haven't heard of anything with green spine, but there is Bezoar. bezoar is a small, shrivelled, kidney-shaped stone taken from the stomach of a goat. The name derives from the Persian word pâdzahr, which literally means "protection from poison." It is used as an antidote to most poisons and would possibly counter the Wolfsbane so it is not fatal," Ktherine said as she nodded slightly. "I can go look for the other book if you want me to. I am sure I could find something about this green spine if you like." Right now Katherine was looking for any excuse to get away from watching this girl drape herself all over Ryan.
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Post by Ryan Emmet Smith on Jul 17, 2008 21:18:15 GMT -8
Ryan smiled though still fighting his own head."I love you sweetie, but thats not what I meant.The spine for the book is green.Though you make a good point, about the bezoar. Thats another reason why I love you, your so smart.I will go get the book soon,I just.."He was not able to finish his statement though.He turned even before Lor had finished reaching for him."Don't you even think about about it.Yea I know how did I know.As wolf I can scenes movement.I would not try anything if I were you.Theres a side of me I am holding back so I don't hurt you.I highly suggest you don't try anything with me."He put his face back in his hands and tried hard to calm down.
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Post by Katherine Stepp on Jul 17, 2008 21:33:22 GMT -8
"Of course," Katherine said as she chucked softly. "Of course I knew what you meant. Green spine. A book. Of course."
Katherine giggled then looked over at the girl. She saw her glare and looked down at the book. When Ryan wasn't able to finish his sentance Katherine looked back up adn over at the girl. The girl obviously didn't know what she was getting into. She should know better than to continue what she was doing when Ryan told her to stop.
"Calm down," Katherine said softly as she put her hand on his shoulder. With her free hand she ran her fingers through his hair then onto the back of his neck. She hoped that this would help calm him, but she wasn't sure if it would. It had always worked with her brother whenever he got angry so she thought it might work with Ryan as well.
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Post by Ryan Emmet Smith on Jul 17, 2008 21:46:54 GMT -8
Ryan heard the words of Kate, and felt her touch him.He loved it and moved into it.He could feel the pain in his head still, but the wolf was calming down."mmmm, thanks sweetie."He moved out though grabbed her hand and held it."Ok Actually I don't think the bezoar is in the book I was thinking.Do you know of any that might have it.We can use all the books we can get.If want help let me know, but I want to read something more in this book.Thank you, I love you."He storked her cheek with his thumb and leaned in and kissed her quik.He then gently set her hand on his leg, and held it more for a few seconds.Waiting for her reply, and in a way hoping Lor would see what he was doing so she would know, Kate was the only girl he wanted touching him in more of a loving way.
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Post by Katherine Stepp on Jul 17, 2008 21:58:20 GMT -8
Katherine smiled as she noticed that it was indeed working. Ryan was soon calm and was looking at her with her hand in his. She smiled as she listened to what he said and soon nodded.
"Yes, I can go find it," Katherine said as she smiled.
When Ryan stroked her cheek with his thumb Katherine thoguht she would melt, and she felt even more that she would melt when he kissed her softly. She hoped that the girl was seeing all of this. maybe then ske would leave Ryan alone. Somethign in the back of Katherine's mind told her that that wasn't true though. Somethign told her that the girl was goign to pull soemthing else. When Ryan put Katherine's hand on his leg she smiled before she stood up.
"I will go look for the book that has the bezoar in it," Katherine said as she stood up, putting a hand on Ryan's shoulder.
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Post by Ryan Emmet Smith on Jul 17, 2008 22:35:21 GMT -8
Ryan nodded at Kate and even smiled.He grabbed the book that was in front of him and began to flip through the pages.Though as he heard Lor talk again he gripped it tightly.
"Why are you with her?She's not all that pretty, and most guys that ask her out aren't either.Plus she is not like you and me, and popular.You deserve someone better, someone like your self."At these words she placed both of her hands on his leg.
Ryan could feel the the book bending under his strength.He was starting to feel it hard again to control the wolf.Though as she placed both her hands on his leg he lost it.Faster then one could think he had her pinned to the wall on the opposite side of the room."You should never talk about her like that.I love her, not you.You want me though, you got me."He let his teeth lengthen and moved in to her as though he were about to kiss her.Though instead he bit her lips."MMMmmm although your scent is too strong, and stinks that tasted good."He could feel her trying to get out of his hold on her, though he was too strong for her.He started to go for her neck, and could feel that he was about to claw her when he could smell Kate behind him.
He turned so quickly that again one couldn't think.He held her close and breathed in her scent as he nuzzled her neck in a wolfish way to calm down.He was about there when he felt a oozingly hot and burning pain on his entire back.His eyes widened and he fell to the floor.He could feel it getting worse that pain was worse then when he had first changed.He clawed the floor, leaving claw marks in the floor.He could feel pain again in his head, as he started to howl in pain.Soon his mind became black as he could feel the silver drip into his blood.
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Post by Katherine Stepp on Jul 17, 2008 22:53:00 GMT -8
Katherine smiled and nodded to both him and the girl then walked away toward a nearby bookshelf. She was scanning the books and soon found the one that she had been searching for that contained information about the bezoar. She took the book off of the shlef and turned to go back to the table.
She stopped where she was when she heard the voices of Ryan and the girl. So that was why the girl didn't like her? She didn't think that she was popular and pretty enough for Ryan. So what if she wasn't popular? That didn't matter to Ryan. That was all that mattered. He loved her for her. Standing there Katherine could feel that Ryan had let the wolf out, or the wolf had let himself out rather. She made her way past the bookshelf to see that the girl was now pinned against the wall.
Slowly she walked up behind him. She could tell that he noticed her there because he soon turned quickly and was looking right at her. When he nuzzled against her neck Katherine smiled slightly, or that was until she felt the pain that came from Ryan. When he fell to the floor she fell to her knees beside him as she looked over at the girl.
"What did you do?" she half shouted at her, tears welling up in her eyes.
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Post by Loraine Weasley on Jul 17, 2008 23:10:21 GMT -8
Lor thought that without Kate there she could do so much more.She knew he was a wolf, and knew that he was teling her to stop, but she couldn't help it.She wanted to be with him so bad.She had had a crush on him since even before she knew he who he was.She so wished she could be Kate.She wanted to kiss him, and hold him as she was able to.She turned to him and started talking to him, though no sooner had she touched his leg she was on the other end of the room.
She struggled to get away,but couldn't.She felt scared for the first time in her life.She was suppose to be brave.She tried to reach for her wand when he started talking to her and suddenly out of no where bit her lips.A tear ran down her face, as her lips now hurt.Though soon after he turned around and was now holding Kate again.She could feel more them Jealousy hit her.She took out her wand and made a huge circle."Silveraya"She whispered.
A beautiful ray of silver sprang from her wand and hit him in the back, leaving a huge sliver and red wound.She looked at him for a moment and thought to herself.'You know I knew what you were and I was willing to love you.Though now I see that Teddy was wrong, you are nothing but an filthy animal.See if I ever hit on or like you agian.'She then glared at Kate once more.Though when asked she simply smiled and shugged."I was protecting you form....form this savage.He attacked me and I thought he would bite you and attack you.I did you a favor, to bad."With this she turned and left without another word or thought.
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Post by Katherine Stepp on Jul 17, 2008 23:28:46 GMT -8
Katherine glared up at the girl as she heard her thoughts. How could she think that Ryan was a filthy animal? He was nothing of the sort. She was just mad because she wasn't with him like Katherine was. Her words hurt Katherine down to the core. How people could be so cruel was beyond her.
Katherine glared at the girl's turned back. She wanted so bad to be able to jinx her, btu she knew that wasn't right. as much as she wanted revenge she knew she couldn't do such a thing. Katherine wasn't the type to hurt another person because she was hurt. She took out her wand and pointed it at the ground near Ryan. She muttered a spell and a strecher appeared. She levitated Ryan onto it then levitated the strecher to follow her. She made her way as quickly as she could to the Hospital Wing. Once in the Hospital Wing she put the strecher down on the bed and ran off to find the nurse in her office.
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Post by Ryan Emmet Smith on Jul 18, 2008 8:41:34 GMT -8
Ryan felt weak as he woke up.He looked around and noticed he was in the hospital wing.He could feel the bandage on his back.Why had he not healed, and why was he here again?He wondered this for a short time, as he thought it slowly crept into his head.He looked at his hands as though they were covered in blood.'What have I done?I'm a monster.'He placed his hands over his face.'I shouldn't be alive if I can't be human.I hate what I am.I shouldn't be here,around people.I want to be normal.'He could feel the wolf once again in his head.He wanted meat, though he also mainly just wished that he still had the sliver burning his back, and he didn't care if it killed him at this time.
((Sorry its so short I am still kinda waking up))
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Post by Katherine Stepp on Jul 18, 2008 8:50:13 GMT -8
Katherine had left the Hospital Wing soon after she had gotten the nirse to take a look at Ryan. She didn't want to leave, but the nurse told her it would be best if she did and basically shooed her out the door. Katherine felt like a chunk of her heart had been ripped out when she had to leave. She wanted to stay with Ryan, but she wasn't allowed to.
She came back later and walked into the room. She smiled as she noticed that Ryan was awake. Her smile did not last for long though. She soon frowned at the thoughts of his that were now running through her head. She bit her lip as she walked over to his bed and sat down in the chair that was next to it. How could he think those things about himself.
"You are no monster to me," Katherine said as she reached over and put her hand on his that coved his face. "You are wonderful how you are. The other side of you makes you you. You wouldn't be the same without it."
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Post by Ryan Emmet Smith on Jul 18, 2008 9:07:03 GMT -8
Ryan could smell her as she entered the room.His heart would normally beat faster, and he would love to smell her.Though at this time he still thought he was not wroth it.When she touched his hands he moved them off his face and pushed hers away."Kate I'm good for you.I could have killed her.Did you know I bite her lips?I can still taste her blood in my mouth.I couldn't stand to do that or something worse to you."His mind was starting to go numb.At least that was better then feeling anything.
He looked over at her, as his eyes changed to that of a wolfs.He looked away and let the numb feeling continue.Though as he did other thoughts crept in his head.'I shouldn't be here.Maybe I should join Fenrir and stay away from you.'he didn't know why he was thinking this, but he did care it sounded good right now.He let his mind wonder a bit more and could see her laying down with him.He liked the idea of that, he wanted it so bad.He stopped thing of it though as his mind clouded over.He could feel anything in his head and for once it felt great.
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Post by Katherine Stepp on Jul 18, 2008 9:15:46 GMT -8
"You could have, but you didn't," Katheine said as she looked at, wondering why he had pushed her hands away. "I know you wouldn't ever do anything like that to me Ryan. I know you and I understand what you are capable of."
Katherine looked down at him laying there on the bed. He seemed so miseralbe. She wondered what was running through his mind. As soon as she thought that she got her answer. How could he want to join Fenrir? That was not like Ryan at all to think that way. He would never in a million years think about something like that.
"Why would you even think of doing something like that? You know what Fenrir does," Katherine said as she still looked at him. Katherine then saw an image flash through her head. It was of her laying down on the bed next to Ryan. She bit her lip as she thought about that. It would be nice and maybe it woudl help him feel a little better, maybe even a little more like himself.
"Do you want me to join you?" she said, talking about the image that had jsut flashed through her head.
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Post by Ryan Emmet Smith on Jul 18, 2008 9:37:39 GMT -8
Ryan smiled and looked at her."Do you trust me?Besides whats wrong with joining Fenrir?I mean you get blood, and meat.Plus you get to feel that surge of power flow though your body and nothing is better."He licked his lips, as though he had something on them."I can almost taste it now, it taste good.Besides I am not doing much good trying to protect them.What have I done thats good?"
He looked away from her, is mind still numb.'Stop it Kate please,let me feel normal.I don't like this feeling.I don't like me, I hate what I am.I just want to be normal.'He thought this in his head quickly, though as he closed his eyes he could feel the two sides of him fighting for space and dominance.'My back hurts, so bad.I just want to die.'He could feel as though he just wanted to curl up into a ball and never move.
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Post by Katherine Stepp on Jul 22, 2008 7:51:17 GMT -8
"Ryan, Fenrir is no good. You may not think you have done any good here, but you have. You have brought your pack together. You helped Manda and Calvin. Don't you see that you have done so much for them? You are their family and they would be lost without you. I would be lost without you," Katherine said as she looked at him. She didn't understand why he would be thinking these things.
"Ryan, you are not normal," Katherine said as she looked down at him with soft eyes. "I care about you for who you are and wouldn't wish that you were normal. You are everything to me. I have never felt this way about anyone before. I think I might love you Ryan..." Katherine's words trailed off as she looked around. She didn't knwo what she was saying. She didn't know what love was. The word was tossed around so much no a days. She didn't know what it meant anymore. "You can't just curl up and die Ryan. Threre are people out there that need you. Your pack needs you. I need you."
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