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Post by Calvin De Lorme on Jul 17, 2008 22:25:59 GMT -8
Calvin heard her words, and knew what he had said must of hurt her.He was just being honest, and he wasn't trying to though.He sighed and got up to walk over to her.He wrapped his arms around her from behind."I'm sorry I that.It's the truth though.I didn't love her, or even like her really.I much rather be with you, as I love you.Let me explain k.Amie had three friends, I guess they all liked me I don't really know. what I do know is that they came to me, pulled me into empty classrooms and kissed me."
He moved in front of her and took her hands in his.He gently led her to a table wear he sat down and again took her in his arms."Now when a girl kiss a guy, their are not going to question it.Weather they like the girl or not.It's kind of a guy thing to just go with it ok.So Hear I am getting kissed by girls, I'm not going to complain.So then after a while of just kissing allot, the girls stuck their tongue in my mouth, and started making out with me.Again I'm not going to complain,I like it. Now before I go on."He gently took her face in his hand and kissed her.
As he pulled away he looked in her eyes."Now out of every girl I have kissed, which is only the three.Your kisses are by far the sweetest.I never want to kiss another girl again.Now as far what comes next well, you may not like it.We didn't have dorms, we have rooms.You get one roommate.My roommate was away for some reason. So when she asked me where we could go, I pointed to my room.We closed the door as we didn't want anyone to see, and one thing led to another.After I felt weird I'm not sure if I wasn't ready or that I simply didn't love her.Whatever the reason I didn't the feeling, though the you know what was great.I won't lie to you there.To make a long story short, it got all around school withing a few weeks.So a girl I don't come to me and wants to kiss me.I'm now hesitate and well Manda came in and she attacked her."
"She then attacked me, and when we woke we were no where near there.We then came here, so I don't know.So basically it was a mistake, and I didn't love her as I love you."He held her close and hoped she understood.He was so relived to actually be able to tell her to.He didn't want any shadows or skeletons in his closet.
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Post by Felicity De Lorme on Jul 17, 2008 22:34:48 GMT -8
Felicity was about to shake him off but it felt so good, his arms around her. She listened to what he was saying. He had said that he loved her. This brought a blush to her cheeks. Her blood boiled when he said that they kissed him. She bit her lip so she wouldn't say anything.
When he moved in front of her she looked up at him, before she followed when he went to the table. She closed her eyes and listened as she rested in his arms. She knew what he meant when he said that guys like that kind of stuff. Her blood just boiled more when he said that they made out. When he paused and said that before he went on, she looked up at him, when he took her face in his hands, and blushed even more. She kissed him softly, before she looked up at him, and then rested in his arms again.
"Thank you" she whispered to the compliment, before she listened to what else he said. He was right, she didn't like what he was saying about what he did to the girl, but she held that in as well. She wanted to listen to the whole thing, before she judged anything. She almost felt bad when he said that it had gotten around the school in the few weeks, but it was his fault.
She gasped as he told her about the rest of the story. Felicity looked up at Calvin, and smiled softly. "Thank you for telling me" she whispered, before she closed her eyes. Tears ran down her cheeks again. She felt so relieved now, and her doubts all disappeared. "I'm sorry that i doubted you. I shouldn't have. And Calvin, I love you to. More than anything." she said as she looked up at him.
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Post by Calvin De Lorme on Jul 18, 2008 7:45:45 GMT -8
Calvin smiled and wiped her tears away."It's ok I think I would have doubted if it was the other way around.I know I should have told you that I love you from the beginning, but I am kind of shy.I have never opened up this much with anyone, and so fast too.I also want you to know, that at times I won't touch you, or kiss when I want to.I don't want you to feel the same regret I did."He looked at her.
He continued to hold her though he didn't make a move."I know what can a simple touch or kiss do right?Well given that we have all four elements here, allot.Thats all it takes is a simple kiss, and a simple touch.Thats why I am being carefully, and not touching you."He could feel that he wanted to kiss her once again.He gently pushed her away from him, and rubbed his eyes.Trying to contain his emotions and the instincts of the wolf.
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Post by Felicity De Lorme on Jul 18, 2008 7:51:29 GMT -8
"Its okay. I'm glad that you told me. I guess we are going to fast...right?" she asked softly and looked down. She knew what he was talking about, kinda. This was her first time with a guy, like kissing and stuff, so she was pretty shy. And she always tended to be an outcast too. She never really made new friends, so this was really new to her.
She listened to the past part, and felt herself be pushed away. She knew it was hard on him. "I'm sorry" she whispered. She didn't want to hurt him anymore. Somewhere in her mind she wished that she could be a wolf too, so that then they could be together, and they would both be the same. She shook that away as well, knowing he wouldn't like that wish that she had just wished.
Felicity looked over at him, before she sat in the other chair, and picked up a grape, before she put it in her mouth slowly. She rolled it around in her mouth with her tongue, before she bit it gently. It was a good and sweet grape.
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Post by Calvin De Lorme on Jul 18, 2008 8:01:14 GMT -8
He breathed a bit, he could feel himself losing it."Felicity, would you mind if I asked if we could if we could meet again later.I am afraid that I have not learned how to contain the instincts of the wolf just yet, plus mine own are hard enough to deal with."He got up and walked over to her he took her hands and helped her up.Taking her in his arms he leaned down and kiss her.He stopped and let his face go to the side of her cheek.
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Post by Felicity De Lorme on Jul 18, 2008 8:05:03 GMT -8
Felicity looked over at Calvin, and she could feel something. "Not at all Calvin" she whispered softly. She understood what he was talking about. When he walked over to her she wasn't afraid. Her hands set gently in his and she stood when he helped her up. She felt great in his arms and even better when he kissed her. She kissed him back quickly, before he had pulled back and was now next to her cheek. Her heart beat slightly quicker now, wondering what was going to happen.
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Post by Calvin De Lorme on Jul 18, 2008 8:13:26 GMT -8
As he held her he could feel what he had felt before only this time it was harder.He kissed her again, and backed off.Meet me here after the full moon.Then we can do something I will think of later.Right now my mind is in only one place, and thats not good."He said as he kept his eyes closed.He kissed her once more as he pulled her in closer, and start to touch her side.He quickly stopped and even took his hands off her.He walked around her and headed for the door."I love you Felicity, more then you know."Without any more words he left the room.
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Post by Felicity De Lorme on Jul 18, 2008 8:18:26 GMT -8
She kissed him back again when he kissed her. "I will" she whispered as she looked u at him. She kissed him back again when he kissed her once more, and shivered when he began to touch her sides. She stopped when he pulled away. She kissed him back for the last time, and bit her lip as she watched him go. She waited a few seconds before she followed. As she watched him go she called out "I love you to Calvin."
When he was gone from her site, she went back into the room, and went to the piano. She sat down, and brushed her fingers across the keys, before she began to play the theme to titanic. When she finished with that song, which she played wonderfully, she got up and went back to her dorm. She was trying to figure out why he had left, and if she had caused it. Of course she had caused it. She didn't want to cause him trouble though. Felicity sighed as she said the password and walked in, before she sat in a couch, before she fell asleep. Tonight she remembered hearing that it was the Waning Gibbous, so she had 4 days until she would meet with Calvin.
~~~~~After the Full Moon~~~~~
Felicity looked around the common room, before she left it and made her way to the sixth floor. She dodged where most the teachers would be, before she found the same room. Felicity walked in slowly and closed the door, before she went to the piano. Her fingers lightly stroked the keys, before she went to the window and stared out. This was where she was to meet with Calvin. She stared out at the lake and the forest, before she closed her eyes, She felt the soft wind against her. It felt so great.
Felicity wanted to be held by Calvin so much, and to kiss him, that it was driving her mad. She wanted to see him. Just four days without seeing him drove her crazy. She wondered what he would happen if he was gone for a whole month. She would probably not be able to do anything. She loved him to much, that if he was gone for a whole month, she would go with him, no matter where he was going.
Felicity pulled out her homework that she had turned into Teddy and stared at the note on the back. It was her fifth time reading it. She was glad that she had done a good job on it. And she really did learn a lot. When she finished reading it, Felicity put it away and stared out at the lake and forest as she waited for Calvin. She couldn't wait to see him. She also couldn't want to tell him what score she got.
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Post by Calvin De Lorme on Jul 18, 2008 10:42:08 GMT -8
Calvin walked into the sixth floor art room and smiled when he saw that Felicity was already there.He walked over to her and wrapped his arms around her."It's beautiful isn't it.Though not as beautiful as what I hold now.He smiled and started to kiss her neck.His hand started to move up her side.Though he quickly stopped, and walked over to the table.He leaned against it and folded his arms."So what grade did you get for Teddy's lesson?"He asked as he smiled and looked at her.
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Post by Felicity De Lorme on Jul 18, 2008 10:53:58 GMT -8
Felicity did not hear him come up to her and when she felt arms around him she almost melted. "It is beautiful" she whispered and closed her eyes as she felt his lips on her neck. It sent a shiver down her spine. When he let go, she turned around and her eyes landed on Calvin. Thats when she smiled brightly. "Look" she pulled her homework out and went over to him, before she handed him the homework. Felicity was rather proud of herself.
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Post by Calvin De Lorme on Jul 18, 2008 11:29:27 GMT -8
Calvin took the paper she was handing him, and read it over.As he finshed reading what she wrote he turned it over and read what Teddy wrote.He nodded as he handed it back."Nice grade, and no I would not like it for many reasons.Also you know allthough you like or think you would have one puticular abilty, you may not get that one.I mean if I was not already a werewolf, and transfered here for some other reason I would have put charm for me.I mean come on girls just coming to me and kissing me.Then when I kinda wanted or had the idea that we could do more, she fell into me and grazed my."He pointed down as he didn't really feel comfortable saying the word.
"So of course that led to her touching it more, and us sleeping together.So when you think about it you don't see all of who you are.at least i didn't.Though now I can see why I have control.So what where some of your questions?"He pointed to her and fold his hands and looked out the window."Oh and sorry about being so blunt there.I just feel as though I have known you my whole life.I feel as though I can tell you anything.If not let me know, and I will not do that again."He looked to her at these words hoping she was ok with it.
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Post by Felicity De Lorme on Jul 18, 2008 11:36:56 GMT -8
"I knew you wouldn't like it. But can you tell me why you wouldn't like me being a werewolf?" she asked as she looked over at him. She liked hearing him tell her about his past. She liked that he was open with her, and not a closed book that she would have to pry open to know more about. Felicity bit her lip when he talked about him with that girl though. It made her uncomfortable. Her eyes went to the ground after that.
As of that moment she was blank on questions except for the question she had asked earlier. Her mind was still on what he told her about him and the girl. She shook her head and pushed the thought away. It was a while ago. It was history. "No, its okay. I like you telling me about this stuff" she said softly, although her eyes where still cast down at the ground.
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Post by Calvin De Lorme on Jul 18, 2008 12:04:03 GMT -8
Calvin moved toward her and grabbed her hand.Pulling her back to the table he held her hands."It's not ok is it?I don't have the ability of knowing, but I can tell with you when something wrong.Is it the idea of me being so blunt about it or her?Also to answer your question, one reason is it hurts and burns.It feels like your bones are being grounded into each other as you change.Then you get very hot, then your body starts to stretch into a new shape.This feels somewhat good, besides pain and heat that is flowing through your body."
"Another reason, well as you know I have done it, and let me tell you it is so hard to not want to do it again.Plus with the wolf instincts it's even harder, more so around you.Teddy is good at it, he can hold back everything.Though then again he has been a wolf longer.Now take all that and you with the instincts, and all though you have not done at least that I know of.You would still want it not as much as me, but you would.I can barley control myself right now around you.If both of us were werewolves I would say we need to get married.I am positive something would happen."He looked out into the middle of the room and breathed out to let his mind settle a bit.
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Post by Felicity De Lorme on Jul 18, 2008 12:11:09 GMT -8
"Its not the bluntness thats the problem. Its that girl" she whispered and stared down at his chest. She closed her eyes and sighed. Felicity listened to all the reasons why she wouldn't want it. Felicity believed though that she could handle it. At least she hoped, if something where to happen. "What happens, when you first get bitten?" she asked softly, curious.
She listened to his second belief and nodded. She would believe that would be hard. Felicity already wanted to do it with him badly, but probably not as much as Calvin. A blush appeared on her cheeks when he said that they would have to get married if they both where werewolves. "M...Married?" she asked softly and looked up at Calvin. She gulped softly.
"Something is going to happen. What?" she asked softly, as she looked up at him. She could tell that it was hard for him. "D...do you want me to go to the window...so you can breath?" she asked.
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Post by Calvin De Lorme on Jul 18, 2008 12:29:56 GMT -8
Calvin grabbed her and pulled her closer."No, if I am going to be near you I need to learn to control it.He looked at their hands and started to inch them toward him.He let them go though and stretched his arms into the air.Pulling them behind his head he though for a moment.As his thoughts clear he spoke."What happens when you get bit.Well you feel the pain of a bite.Thats not so bad, but it feels odd like something is pouring into your body.This goes right to your head, and you black out."
"I would say it's one or two days before you wake up.Also when you do you only think 'Whats wrong with me' Help' What going on'.You feel lost, and confused.You will also notice that your neck hurt, where you were bitten.Mine still hurts,even more when you change.Also this wound and any wounds you have had previously will not heal,Look"He turned his head to the right so she could see."Of course Ryan and Teddy don't have one, a they were born with it.Amie and I have one though."He nodded at this and looked at her to see if she had anymore questions.
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